i saw something that i shouldn't see

我看到了不该看的东西

this time the feeling not so strong

这次 感觉没有以前的强烈

but when i'm alone

可是当我一个人

my tears drop

眼泪流了下来

i didn't cry it just the tears kept roll down my face

我没有哭 只是眼泪默默的流下来

is a good deed

是好事

thanks god for letting me saw it

谢谢老天让我看见

what i predict is coming true

我所预料的就快要实现

and i had prepare for it

然而我已经做好准备了

so just let the time bring the pain

所以就让时间带来伤痛

i will comfort myself

我会安慰自己

i'm always not the one who can make you happy

我一直都不是能让你开心的那个

not the one you put on your heart

不是能让你放在心上的那个人

but as long you get your happiness , i will be happy for you

可是只要你得到你的幸福， 我会替你高兴

and that's the happy ending you always want

这是你一直要的快乐结局

isn't it

是不是

countdown-ing------------>12 days

and i'll make the promise that i had promise myself

good luck^^

我答应我自己

我答应我自己

在你没有男朋友前

我会一直在你身边陪着你 保护你 照顾你

因为我知道你其实不喜欢一个人

因为我知道你其实就习惯依赖人

因为我其实就是会担心你

但接下来的将来的某一天 当你身边有了个他

一个

比我好的他

比我还喜欢你的他

比我还了解你的他

我知道那时你不需要我了

我会默默走开

你要明白

不是不做朋友

只是像别人说的 我的离开

真的 你才可以好好的谈你的恋爱

放心

我答应我自己

这一次我不会再阻止你了

我只会笑笑的 对你说 嗯 恭喜你 ^^

不是不喜欢了 只是我的耐心等待 已到了极限

死命守在不可能爱上你的人身边

这种爱情

让我像个小丑

非但没有掌声 我得到的却是取笑声

结果

爱情让我变成了笑话

i getting more and more fury of myself

feeling you make me like a joke

it's a joke
when i still try very hard being nice to you and even everyone close to you,
after the day you told me we're impossible

it's a joke
when i still like you,
even i remember the day you told me we're impossible

it's a joke
when the way you treat me good as someone special,
after the day you told me we're impossible

it's a joke
when you told me how special our relation is compare to others,
after the day you told me we're impossible

stop making fun of me if you were doing it

what's all the effort for i ask myself silly me

she did told you since earlier we're impossible

maybe even she will be one of them tease me in the end

silly me

try again
or
walk away

如果她总为别人撑伞

你何苦非为她等在雨中